Posted by antigua3 on February 13, 2009, at 7:14:37
In reply to Re: Update on pdoc and T (long/Sorry!) » antigua3, posted by rskontos on February 12, 2009, at 16:05:58
That scares me a lot, that something is very close. In one way, I don't want too much comforting from my T either because that tends to drive things inwardly as well.
I know it's there, but whether or not I will access it this time is another thing. Best not to push because it never works for me. It probably would be best for me to back off completely and not think about it at all, but my mind isn't letting me.
I had hoped that the ying/yang of my T/pdoc dynamic would have the effect that you mention. But I don't know anymore. But that could also be denial. He's a nicer guy than the role I've ascribed to him and maybe that will send this in a direction that won't work. I will work on this w/my T.
Thanks for your thoughts,
antigua
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