Posted by JayMac on November 1, 2008, at 20:29:50
In reply to Re: My T's response to my........, posted by stellabystarlight on November 1, 2008, at 20:05:46
> > Jaymac,
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> > Sorry it's so difficult and painful...and no, you're not going nuts, although it sure feels like it at times.
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> > I'm sorry if you've already discussed this in your previous posts, but have you told your T about your intense feeling for her and how you want to hear her say she cares about you?
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> > Stellabystarlight
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> I mean have you discussed your feeling for her during sessions?
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I haven't really been THIS upset at her before. So, the short answer is no. In the past, I have conveyed to her that I felt angry and we explored where that was coming from. This situation is different because I know that some of what is happening is NOT simply transference.
She knows that I care for her. I've told her, she's mentioned it.
Before she sent that email, I called her voicemail, and asked that she call me back and tell me that she cares, that simple. I feel like her email response is an attempt to numb my pain. I feel like she's trying to put a blanket on a blazing fire.
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