Posted by JoniS on October 22, 2008, at 0:31:57
In reply to My T story, posted by Morgan79 on October 20, 2008, at 8:23:32
Morgan
Welcome to Babble. My heart hurts for you. I hope that you will take some of the advice of Babblers - dont be hard on yourself, dont blame yourself. Someone said the experience will make you a better t (in response to you doubting your abilities) I am sure that's true. You are learning some hard life lessons. Even with your schooling, the responsibility to keep the boundary lies totally with your t. I know you love him, but dont take blame for him.I am sadly in love with my t but I Have no relationship with him other than client - t. I fantasize about haveing a relationship AFTER 2 years, but it's just my pathetic fantasy.
You are strong to break away and take care of yourself. I wish you well, whatever the outcome. I cant imagine the pain, grief, .... that you are going through. I hope you will lean on good friends and maybe eventually when you're ready get a new (maybe female) t to help you through this.
((((Morgan))))Joni
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