Posted by llurpsienoodle on July 23, 2008, at 15:22:44
Yeah, I'm a weakling. I already miss T and it's been less than a week. I've got a LOT going on with work and personal life, and nobody to share with. It's really tough. I told my supervisor at work a little shred of why I'm so scattered and running on 3 hours of sleep. She was concerned and I almost started crying. My tearducts were salivating. or something like that.
My SIL is in town, and she was on her bestest behavior for a few days. I have no idea when she's leaving, but it will probably take at least another 10-20 days. (curses). She is very bossy and opinionated. I've been hiding out in the computer room a lot. She gets frustrated and has an outburst directed towards my h. But I'm sensitive to her outbursts, even when they are not aimed at me personally.
Oh, and it gets better. my mom is coming to visit (surprise!) in 5 days. Help.
sleep is all messed up. appetite is messed up. therapy is non-existent. Hopelessness and apathy wear little puppet costumes trying to disguise their way into my consciousness "here! let's play!"
more curses
-Ll
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thread:841636
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