Posted by obsidian on July 7, 2008, at 21:17:31
I truly expect no reply to this post, but I really must do something with my self loathing lest I carry it around in my already overtaxed psyche
I'm anxious going out
anxious at work
anxious about people
anxious at night
anxious in the morning
anxious in the afternoon
anxious at lunch
anxious with my coworkers
anxious about talking
anxious about keeping silent
anxious about speaking up
anxious about keeping things to myself
anxious about what I said
anxious about what I didn't say
anxious right now
anxious about having children (maybe)
anxious about not having children
anxious about getting married??
anxious about not getting married
anxious about keeping my job
anxious about leaving my job
anxious being around people
anxious about being boring to be around
anxious about making everything all about me
anxious about not moving
anxious about wanting to move
anxious about the lack of people in my life this week...my best friend and my therapist are both away, and this is not the week I see my pdoc
who will I report my misery to?? I ask you?! who?!
(I am half laughing at that last one)
anxious about bodily functions
anxious about lack of bodily functions
anxious about doing nothing
anxious doing something
anxious about who I am
anxious about who I'm not
anxious about being ignored
anxious about not being invisible
anxious about going nowhere
anxious about there perhaps not being anywhere to go
anxious....
Anxious: full of mental distress or uneasiness because of fear of danger or misfortune; greatly worried;
poster:obsidian
thread:838745
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