Posted by star008 on June 28, 2008, at 19:43:08
This is just too complicated to try and explain all of it. I wanted to answer muffled but also don't want to leave anyone out since the info might be useful to other people and it is not a private conversation.
I have alot of trouble knowing what my ikids are thinking and feeling. I haven't used journaling cuz it tends to make me dissociate or feel bad. It is all confusing and I think there is alot of conflict between the kids but i have trouble communicating with them. I get discouraged cuz it seems like i will never get through it at one hour per week. I mean how much headway can i make by working on it once a week??
Muffled, you have changed so much in such a short period of time. Your DID T must be a good fit for you. I am kind of where you were awhile ago. I don't want to take care of ikids, I don't want ikids, can't connect with them at all. I don't have the hate i used to carry for them though, so i guess it is better that way. But I don't want to take care of them.Kind of like 'gag".. i think u know what i mean.
I haven't been on the other website. It has been too hard to get on and then i forget about it. It is not safe here all the time IMHO. Sometimes it seems to me like others want to pick fights and confront other people. I just keep in mind that it is not safe, (forme) and lately it hasn't bothered me
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