Posted by B2chica on January 9, 2008, at 14:06:57
In reply to Re: i want...****TRIGGER****** » B2chica, posted by Bodhisattva on January 9, 2008, at 13:05:43
i called an 800 line cuz i couldn't reach T or anyone. i told her i'd call pdoc. but that office never calls me back and he'd just say to take another pill anyway.
i finally got ahold of T. she told me to try walking, then call her back.
Teen came out. ive been dissoicating off and on all afternoon. getting fuzzy loosing 10min here and there. can't focus on work. my head feels clogged. but the need/craving to get a gun has subsided.i can't tell you how much your responses resonated with me. it was so good to hear. i think you hit pretty close on. it DOES do its best to hide the good of my life. and gets louder with the NEED to do myself in. its like a compulsive act or obsession on an act.
something tells me littleone started this.maybe now i'm blaming i dont want to upset her. but THANK YOU for reminding me of her shed. i will tell her to go there.
and Teen... Teen helped with the obsession and action. she has a bad secret that she needs to tell T but just can't/wont do it. she wants to get drunk and go to session to tell her. i keep telling her she can't.
she gets mad and clams up. shes got a bad secret.
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