so what can anyone do?

Posted by Dory on January 1, 2008, at 22:16:13

Not myself during bad times... still happens now and then. i said stuff that was stupid and angry and not me.. just not *me* It's tough. Thats why i dont make friends, dont let anyone get close. i might hurt them or scare them or make them hate me. i cant take that anymore. cant undo anything. Being bipolar sucks donkey butt... knowing that no matter how good your heart is inside, no matter how much you try to do right by people... at some point there will be a bad day and events will allign just right and you will lash out anyway. sometimes i hate being me.
i dont come around much. once one of those bad times happens its best i just keep away. i still go into chat every so often, but not much.
i miss people here. i wish i could undo.. wish i could walk people through a tour of my life just to help them see why i might crack.
anyway.. bmail is the same.

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so what can anyone do? Dory 1/1/08
Re: so what can anyone do? » Dory muffled 1/1/08
Re: so what can anyone do? » Dory star008 1/2/08
Re: so what can anyone do? » Dory seldomseen 1/2/08
A Quick followup seldomseen 1/2/08
Re: A Quick followup Dory 1/2/08
Re: so what can anyone do? Dinah 1/2/08
...there's nothing more you can do. Except accept. » Dinah zenhussy 1/3/08
I'm glad if it helped you :) » zenhussy Dinah 1/3/08

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