Posted by Bodhisattva on December 14, 2007, at 8:59:25
In reply to Re: BAAAD/good? session yesterday, posted by B2chica on December 14, 2007, at 8:01:18
Some people just refuse to even try to understand. So tell little one that it's not her fault if they don't like her. If she's feeling lonely she can come back here, we love talking to her. She can tell me more about her hiding spot. My favorite tree was this mountain ash. Dark purple leaves. I slept in that thing more than my bed I think.
It makes me sad to think about your situation with the co-worker. When we were children perhaps you could have gotten away with that. What is it that makes us strive to be so cold in our daily lives. I can barely deal with how I feel when I truly examine another person around me. You look at their face and see this barrier. Faking their emotions at times to hide others. Real ones can make their way through but...only if they are so called "appropriate".
If you look real hard, you can see some of the repressed ones. Banging on the glass of their cage, begging to be let out. You can pick it out in their voices too, the absolute desperation to tell you something more. Perhaps unleash a torrent of angry/sad emotions.
I don't know, maybe I'm rambling. Maybe I'm just tired of living with the regret of things I should have said. Maybe I'm wishing for something that shouldn't be, can't be. Whatever the deeper meaning behind this all, I know that it makes me sad.
poster:Bodhisattva
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