Posted by B2chica on December 11, 2007, at 10:21:08
In reply to Re: BAAAD/good? session yesterday ******CSA TRIGGE, posted by rskontos on December 11, 2007, at 9:39:06
thank you RK.
it was one of the most emotional sessions i've had with this T (well, not including Teen) but with littleone....
that memory was SO freaking THERE, i felt, smelled EVERYTHING, even when i was "semi-"out of it i would hear the abuser's whisper in my ear "just a little more"..."just a little longer"....
GOd, it about killed me to say those things and hear them again. even now.
but while i was in session i had my antibacterial lotion out....and T told me to put it on my ears so bad abuser would go away (from ears)....i've done it at work now about three times.
it's weird and kinda stupid....but it works.
GOD i need a hug so bad.
...cr@p, now i'm crying.
i want to see T again.
but DH took me to work today, he needed the vehicle (mine's broken). i wish i could see her.
maybe i should see if i could?/? what do you think?
i still fee so raw.
i don't know if i can wait another week till next monday!
poster:B2chica
thread:799903
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