Posted by B2chica on October 4, 2007, at 12:16:47
In reply to Re: can't remember, posted by happyflower on October 4, 2007, at 11:09:04
thanks for the hugs HF.
i'm kinda worried myself, but theres this GREAT place called denial that i'm in right now and quite happy.
Truthfully, if i didn't have an IRL little one i would have gone yesterday when my T suggested it.
but i just can't....Mostly...i'm afraid. if it were just mood swings id be more likely to go, cuz then i know id be out quickly. but what if the people at the hospital find out what this new Dx-cr@p is and i am made to stay there for months!? or worse transfered to our "state" facility (that's worse than anything out of the 30's!)
if i went there HF, i hate to say it, but i would kill myself...i would. i would die there. its such an incredible fear that it terrifies me to talk about it. so i'll stop.but i kinda listened to ya, i emailed T and sent the link to my post.
but told her it's nothing urgent and we can talk next week...so maybe she won't read it right away???i'm personally hoping she wont even reply to it. but she usually shoots back some kinda email i think to show she got it.
sometimes i like that...but not today.
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