Posted by muffled on September 22, 2007, at 23:21:53
hubby going away for a few days.
T for two weeks.
I see T last time on Tues.
Hubby leaves Tues.
I have irresistable cravings.
Hubby home, I wan to go out SO BAD and get something.
Vodka don't smell.
F*CK.
I can't do this.
I can, but I can't.
I HAVE to.
I am in my sphere and the world can just f*ck off.
I dunno wassup.
I just know I want it to stop.
:-(
T say emotions pass, she say they pass. But they NOT passing.
F*cking they NOT.
Nothing works and I can't think.
I gonna max on xanax and crash.
Tomorrow is a new day.
M
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