feelings of lost

Posted by B2chica on September 17, 2007, at 13:49:55

feeling kind of lost.
not happy, not sad, maybe down, but spacy...like i don't feel anything right now, in a haze -almost floaty.
-had pdoc last week, we discussed going back on meds, when, what etc.
part of me is MORE than ready, other part says...no your a fighter, you can do it alone, no meds. and of course that is backed up by DH who when i told him about pdoc appt, said he did NOT want me back on meds. i don't understand this...it's not like i'm saying hmmm, what Rx should i play with this month? if i take them it's to (supposedly) give me better quality life.
...right now, just don't care. don't care anymore, like it's just not worth the trouble. in fact i'm kinda tired of everything. sometimes,
i wish...for an accident.
just a simple honest accident. no blame.
...so i can go home.

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