Posted by muffled on May 4, 2007, at 0:05:38
In reply to Extreme Honesty -- really long, posted by Daisym on May 3, 2007, at 20:47:07
daisy that was a great post.
I am lucky too. My T don't give up on me. I don't understand it. I don't trust it.
And as always, there's that doubt.
My T says I open up a little, it scares the crap outta me, then either I run, or I try to drive her away.
Round and round I go.
Maybe you needed some concrete assurance that he's there for you?
I myself just have such a hard time beleiving all this T stuff. Its so confusing.
As for using him is a sexual dream, I would imagine, if in your inside self, it made it safer for you somehow, well then thats maybe a good thing. Cuz he is there to help. Not sex IRL obvo, but dreams are OK. They can be useful.
Daisy, you got such good in you. I would miss you too.
My pain is not as bad as yours, but I understand mebbe a little, and I am sorry. You are doing good work with a good T. Keep it up, maybe there's some joy awaiting you somewhere down the road.
Take care,
Muffled
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