Posted by sunnydays on April 19, 2007, at 22:01:49
Sorry I haven't been responding. I appreciate everyone's responses who has posted to me, I just can't answer them right now. I have to go home for the weekend, and I'm afraid. I don't know what it will be like, and I miss my T. He wasn't at work today either. I'm really hoping he'll back tomorrow and he'll email me so I have something to hang onto over the weekend. I just am so scared that if I leave he'll be gone for a really long time again. It's not rational, but it's what I'm afraid of. I wish he was my dad. He would take care of me really well, and he'd hug me and he'd listen to me, and he'd comfort me when I was sad, and he wouldn't hit me. And I'd get to see him all the time. God, I want that so so bad. How am I ever going to make it through this weekend?
sunnydays
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