Posted by LadyBug on January 18, 2007, at 22:19:49
In reply to I just wanted to say goodbye, posted by Happyflower on January 18, 2007, at 20:17:05
Happyflower,
I'm so emotional today and your post made me cry. Where are you going? I don't understand I guess, but I trust that you know what is best for you. I will miss your witty personality and the fun you have been. I wish I could disappear from the face of the earth right now. I haven't felt this down for years. I guess the closer I get to a divorce the more depression/anxiety kicks in. I want to give up, but I can't really. I have an eye on a condo, but I don't know if the time is right for me to move out this quickly. I know I can't get divorced just yet. To many things need to be untangled first.
You have meant a lot to me Happyflower. I will wish you the best in all that you do and all that comes your way. Good luck in therapy and good luck with your marriage as well. I don't understand why you don't feel safe, but I'm sure you have your reasons and know what you're doing.
Know you will be missed like crazy by me. We have some serious stuff in common. Like married to older men and have a troubled relationship with them. I hope we both find ourselves happy someday. You say you are happy for the most part. I know I have been there too inspite of the facts of the marriage. But I'm beyond that now. I need to move out.
Hugs to you (((HF))) Take care....
LadyBug
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