Posted by muffled on January 18, 2007, at 1:17:33
In reply to Mother Stuff, posted by Daisym on January 16, 2007, at 23:04:51
>Underneath it all is the need to hide from her how bad I am.
Thats what i call in my writings "our Prime Directive" (star trek i beleive).
That noone must ever know.(not my mom in my case, but noone at all)
It cannot be spoken.That has been the prime directive thats run my life.(thats run my life...just thot of that now, thanks Daisy)
And still does to this day.
But I starting to realize, to KNOW that I am not all bad.
But I have not resolved this with the kid....she IS still bad.....
But I DO have good parts....
and I try to focus on them.
Which is nice.
And helpful.
But I dunno, at some point it may come down to dealing with that kid.
Hope not.
Take care Daisy, you have good parts, mebbe you could focus on them some?
Muffled
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