Posted by muffled on January 8, 2007, at 8:07:05
I hope I wrong somehow.
But i been having many negative thots.
Mebbe i just afraid.
But I been thinking.
What is T 'attachment'? I been thinking its not so much as attachment as dependance.
Or I been thinking I like a life sucking leech to my T.
Other wise why does mt T have to take breaks? With no contact orders? Of course if I terribly desparate its OK to call mebbe, she occasionally will check her messages..
But mostly she would rather I didn't call I would think.
I would not be welcome. She'd proly get mad unless i had good reason somehow.
I am her work. Thats what I am. Thats it. And everybody goto have a break from work. I am a burden.
So I don't understand this.
I am confused.
I see T tomorrow.
I don't wanto suck the life from her.
Muffled
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