Posted by youngaddict on January 2, 2007, at 19:42:52
In reply to Re: transference? i think so...., posted by youngaddict on January 2, 2007, at 14:55:03
I talked to my therapist today and couldn't even tell her how I got high and she guessed and then I guess because I had smoked before I went (like three hours before) and I guess I was still high. Anyway at the end she said to me that shes never had as much problem understanding me. I wasn't making sense, I was rambling, and she was angry with me because I had 28 days clean and then f*cked it up and said that I needed to take responsibility for my actions. I totally feel even worse because I upset her.
now I feel awful because I need her approval so badly, even though I know shes there to help me and not to judge me I think she was trying to use a "touch love" take responsibility tactict. She was not accepting to any of my excuses which is good, but bad for me. Because now I have until Thursday when I see her again and I feel this NEED to see her right now.
I see her three times a week. Thats really f*cked up rigght? Does anyone esle see their T that much? Does this mean I have really repressed awful memories and a really f*cked up childhood? that she needs to see my that much? no wonder I am having transference issues.... any advice? anyone else see the T that much?
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