Posted by zenhussy on December 26, 2006, at 1:26:17
In reply to when therapy hits more than bumps...., posted by zenhussy on December 23, 2006, at 14:57:12
can't even begin to describe the level of pain...not the best day all in all with the gathering....long drive there, back, unexpected out of way trips....blah blah blah
to come home to msg on machine from therapist was like salt in the freshly raw wound.
great. being thought of. great. how does that help therapy? don't want to be thought of...want therapy back. and it might not ever be that again and that's really what hurts.
the safest, even when scary, place might cease.
the first person to see the totality. the first to get it.
thank you so much muffled and Dinah for your kind thoughts. right now not knowing isn't helping and the idea of losing it all hurts. hurts a lot. and it is taking far more effort than a long time just to combat the irrational and other thoughts that come up around all this.
four years has brought about much change and the support of this therapist was vital.
this does not feel good. this does not feel safe. this outright blows.
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