Posted by OneLostDingo on December 16, 2006, at 23:50:22
Just woke up out of year long transference trance! I am extremely pissed off, ripped off and ready to fight back!
That son of a bitch was prostituting himself to me. I cant believe that i paid him $120 a week to be sexually abused by him! He is gonna pay now. I am 100 times worse off now. Depression went from mild a year ago to severe now and mildly suicidal. I lost my business over him, my husband and now i'm facing bankruptcy because all i could do for the past year was live from appt to appt. nothing else mattered and i avoided everything that didnt involve therapy. I have proof of the abuse, my med doctors has proof of my mental deterioration and my P-doc and md have been aware of the abusive but they couldnt make me leave him until now.
For anyone contemplating acting out on the fantasies...it will only destroy you.
poster:OneLostDingo
thread:714448
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