Posted by sunnydays on December 15, 2006, at 21:47:32
I just saw him today, and I have to make it through over a month without him, but I miss him so much already. We were talking about going home and how I was scared of leaving, and I'm going to try to make a safe, welcoming place for myself at home in my bedroom. But I miss him so much already. I just wanted comfort today and it just wasn't there as much as I wanted. It is good to have some ideas of ways to get through the time, and that was helpful and I'm glad we did it, I just really wanted him to be able to say something to make it all better and comfort me. I'm going to be so far away. And I know that's the little girl part talking and I just don't know how to comfort her. I'm just so scared I won't be able to come back for some reason. But I know I can do it, and I'll be ok. I just am so sad though. I wish I could live with him.
Is Camp Comfort open? I want big fluffy blankets on the beds, and afghans to wrap up in big cozy chairs with hot chocolate and candy canes. And I want to have snow, and a big Christmas tree with lights and ornaments and maybe some presents, although I don't even need those this year. But most of all I want my therapist to be there. I wish I could take him with me somehow. Even going home, I wish he could be with me. I'm going to miss him so much.
sunnydays
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