Posted by 10derHeart on December 14, 2006, at 14:01:26
In reply to 10der. You SUCH a sweetie!!!! :-) » 10derHeart, posted by muffled on December 13, 2006, at 22:42:40
yeah, I'm alright. A little stressed, but mostly I love Christmas. No family issues like others have, so that's a blessing. Have daughter (8 months pregnant) and SIL living 10 mins away now, so it's nice, really.
Just that, this expectation to do things on a time schedule, like presents, or decorating, and special things at church, a party (someone invited me to a party - at their house...that's different!) well, are so hard on me if I'm tired, not eating right, etc., 'cause even with excellent ADD meds, I procrastinate, avoid *forget* (on purpose) to do things, get overwhelmed if there are too many things in one day....blah...blah....and then get all anxious and berate myself for not doing Christmas *right* or like others do it...
I dunno, I guess I love and fear it, but I don't hate it. I just dump all my whiney, complaining, 'my brain doesn't respond to all this like *normal* peoples'...' stories on my T., and he takes it all in and helps me feel better....
and anyway....I kinda like the grinch...he wasn't so bad, really....just mixed up sometimes...aren't we all?!!
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