Posted by LlurpsieBlossom on December 12, 2006, at 15:51:15
T said today that when I came in a week ago and told her that I had talked to my parents that she just about fell out of her chair!
haha!!
unfortunately, the stock market of my emotional stability is undergoing a "correction" a "restructuring" of sorts.
She told me that I have different aspects of my Self, and that one of the hardest things is for me to be able to "come out" to myself.
So here goes:
There's the perfect. The one that is agreeable, and gets good grades, and knows how to cook haute cuisine for company, and plays violin recitals in ballgowns.
There's the angry. The one that is so outraged and upset and angry that she wants to destroy everything in her wake
There's the weak. The one that is vulnerable and small and needs to be nurtured and nourished.
There's the hater. The one who hates herself and loathes herself and wants to destroy herself.
****
I would like to add:
The thirsty. The one that enjoys drinking water, tea and other liquids
The goofy. The one that enjoys laughing at her own foibles, and even better- her own humor
The stoopid. The one that huh?****
she said "integration" ugh. yuckiepoops.
I was kind of out of it today. let her do the talking.
lurpsying about to the tune of a jig
-Ll
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