Posted by B2chica on December 4, 2006, at 11:55:57
In reply to B2Chica!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!How goes it????????, posted by muffled on December 4, 2006, at 11:20:19
Hiiiiiiiiii (((((((((((muffly))))))))))))
things going suprisingly well. i'm quite big now and i'm determined not to go buy a new winter coat for just a few months (due first week in feb) so i stole hubby's coat today.
i'm mostly a lurker now on babble. i mostly frequent meds board but sneak in here every once in a while (mostly cuz it can be pretty triggering here). so i only read a few posts.
i finally had to tell new T that i do have some csa issues cuz i was having anxiety fluxes thinking about (baby)delivery and all the people in the room 'looking and touching' and possible "tools" used during.(slight massive freak out) i do feel better now that i told her (but i gave her no real details-and i think she's gonna wanta push for those) but i only see her about once a month (all we can afford right now), so i don't think it's such a good idea to get too into it. but at least she knows and she did mention that i should tell obgyn so she knows too. she mentioned we could write a letter together to give to her. i might do that.i'm kinda glad you did the shout out to me :) i really didn't think people would remember me, it's been what...almost a year since i've been here.
i miss all you SO much. but i'm just amazed at how well i feel (mentally) since i've been prego. i have a few blue times and a few racing mind days but nothing severe and nothing long. also, i seem to handle my anxiety a little better since i know i can't take my xanax.....ohhhhhh do i miss my xanax.......man, i read Llurpsie's posts above, i admire her for approaching her parents. in think in a way i can live vicariously through those that do. i know i will never do that, but i feel like those who do are so much stronger for doing so. i'm very glad that it turned out so well for her.
how's muffled doing?
you are just always so full of spunk! i think i miss your posts most of all.
i hope life is well for you (and little muff).MISS YOU ALL!!!!!
B2c.
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