Posted by 10derHeart on November 16, 2006, at 11:29:21
In reply to Re: Eeek no. I just can't think about it. » 10derHeart, posted by Daisym on November 16, 2006, at 0:24:10
>>I still think about your post when you "found" your little girl inside yourself. You were just starting to trust this "new" therapist of yours.
You remember that!?? I am so pleased :-)
I still worry a little I may have hurt your (and others' too) feelings with my strong reaction, which may have sounded like, "eeek, yuk, *I* can't have any inner kids..." Which is so NOT what I think/feel..I was just extremely caught off guard by my T's response, his easy use of terms ("well, tell little 10der for me...") and of course, realizing I *did* hear myself sound a lot like a girl of around age 5-7. He thought, still thinks, it's perfectly natural and fine and a great path to real communication in therapy. I'd have to say...the most authentic stuff, the things I'm afraid he'll find too rude, too strange, too selfish, too needy, too...well, you get the picture...all come from that little girl part....she really does know what's up if she'll just come out from behind the couch for a minute! ;-)
Yeah, that was waaay back in the beginning of the relationship. Now, I'm sooo attached, just like so many here.
Thanks, again, Daisy. It's lovely babbling with you. Baffles me why I've mostly been silent on this board for so long. Posting moods....who can understand them?
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