Posted by muffled on November 10, 2006, at 15:24:49
In reply to Re: T vacation » Daisym, posted by Lindenblüte on November 10, 2006, at 7:55:47
> Muffled, do you think you can meet with the sub once or twice in the month BEFORE your T goes on vacation?
**I expect my T will suggest that. :-(
Sigh. Maybe if you babblers say I should, and a couple HAVE, then mebbe I should. My first reaction was NO! I can take care of myself, been doing it for a LONG time, and I still here ain't I? Sigh.
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> That way if you need reassuring that you are liked, and welcome, and expected to see SubT, you can use your regular T to help you make that transition.**Yeah, don't give a flying f*ck if she likes me. Just so long as she never ever shows any revulsion of me. Yeah, just in case, guess it'd be good to have regular T around at first :-(
I feel like a freaking BABY is what I feel like. I feel like an incompetant idiot is what I feel like. My T worrying about my safety MONTHS away. I may be cured enough by then. I DON'T NEED HER. I can freaking live w/o her. Arrrrrrggghhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
I think I'm cranky. been real cranky for awhile. PMS? I hope.
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> Just a thought.**Good thots. If my T don't come up w/this stuff, then I will tell her.
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> Do you have a pdoc right now? that's the other way that I've gotten through long breaks, or even a break of 2 weeks (when I was feeling really crappy). I just sat down in pdocs office and blabbed my stuff. He has a friendly face, even though he wanted to hear more about how well I was sleeping, eating, working, feeling- I was comfortable enough to use that opportunity to talk about that week's challenges with a kind confidential professional.***I got a GP. She's real nice. Been my GP for years. Even visited me to check on me when I got sent away to the peanut factory. But she also ratted me out to T one time when I showed up at appt. for something else and my fist was smashed some, and she said can I bandage that, and i said no, its fine. She phoned my T w/o telling me. I think that was wrong of her. Fortunately, my t told me.
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> hugs for you**Thanks. Accepting ALL babble hugs!
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> your friend,
> still feeling silly!**WHY silly? Was it because I said.........gasp!.........suppositories!!!!
After you have spoken to your kid on the finer techniques, in GREAT detail, of not making a huge bloody mess when wiping their *sses, well, supoositories seem pretty tame.... LOL!!!!
Thank-you!
Take care Li,
Muffled
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