Posted by happyflower on August 7, 2006, at 14:23:29
Last session I told him I wanted to try to be done by the end of the year.
Well today he said he thinks has helped me all that he thinks he can and that he agrees that I am ready for termination but that we needed to plan for it. Either this fall, spring or at the end of the year whenever I want to do it.Well I was fine until he said we needed to plan it. He asked if I wanted to do the plan today. I just looked at him and froze up. I guess I realized the finality of it all , and it made me so sad. He saw my reaction, and said we can plan it another session if that was better. I said yes.
I know I am ready, so why am I acting like such a big baby? I don't want to say goodbye forever. I don't know if I can do it now. Plus he told me he wasn't sure if he was going to renew his gym membership. This was the thing that was going to make leaving easier, if I could still see him once in a while. Now it might be forever, forever. :( I think I will miss him too much.
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