Posted by pegasus on August 2, 2006, at 10:57:23
In reply to Re: Emotional rollercoaster » pegasus, posted by Daisym on August 1, 2006, at 11:12:17
Thanks Daisy,
You're right. It's not a time to make decisions. And I should try to avoid mentally going into that hypothetical future that might not even happen. And you're right that I need time to heal from this. It was a pretty big blow, and a pretty hard fall. But I *do* expect to recover.
Oh, it's so hard to be ok with being upset! Like you said, everyone wants me to be finished being mad. But I'm just not. I'm angry, and frustrated, and humiliated, and insecure, and confused, and feeling hopeless. I'm half out the door on this job, but half wanting to make it work. My halves are sabotaging each other.
But today is a little better than yesterday, and hopefully tomorrow will be better, and so on.
Thanks so much for your understanding and support. It's helping.
peg
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