Posted by sunnydays on July 31, 2006, at 20:46:43
I'm really hurting tonight. I suppose I need to talk to my T about it when I next see him, but right now I just am overwhelmed. There was one point where I was saying I didn't want to be angry because I was scared it would make me like a family member who goes into rages, and he was very supportive. And then he said something that I think he meant to be just teasing a little (he has this way of gently teasing me sometimes that makes me smile), but it really hurt me because it was just not a good time for it. He said, "So, you'll just decide to not be mad so you can prevent yourself from ever becoming like him?" and I said yes, and he said, "Well, there's a good idea." And I'm reasonably certain that he didn't mean it to be mean at all, but it just sounded really sarcastic. And I'm hurt. And I don't want to be hurt, because I really like him and he knows exactly the perfect thing to say most of the time, but I'm just really sensitive, I guess.
sunnydays
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