Posted by susan47 on July 26, 2006, at 0:39:04
In reply to Re: lodging a complaint against T (poss trig) » toetapper, posted by Racer on July 21, 2006, at 16:52:29
I really honestly used to feel that once I opened the door I could never go back. And I know it's true, I know I have the power to end my life if I want to. Seeing through the door helped me know that, and for a long time I felt, or knew, that things would never be the same again. And they aren't. But not in a bad way, anymore. Not in a frightening way, or in a way where I can't trust myself. Not anymore. Not now. It can happen, from there to here is only a step and that's true even though it doesn't seem like it.
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