Posted by annierose on July 22, 2006, at 13:54:21
In reply to Re: Therapist in dream last night ... » annierose, posted by Daisym on July 21, 2006, at 17:03:19
I think your interpretation of me feeling like the "good" client fits. Afterall, it was me that changed my appointment time for the "golden client" (I think T cringes everytime I refer to that client as that --- but she knows who I'm talking about instantly!). As for the part where I'm determine to get her to see the open door yelling "you never believe me" --- I think that goes back two incidents. She never believed my version of her part in the golden client episode (but she did accept it as my truth) and she doesn't seem to think that the client waiting outside her waiting room on Fridays is really waiting just to run into me.
I did tell her about the dream. She seemed to think it had to do with our upcoming seperation. When I'm on vacation, there is the probability of other clients taking "MY SPACE" --- i.e. my appt times. That doesn't feel true for me. I don't think that bothers me. Maybe it speaks more to me not having access to her while I'm away.
In the dream, I definitely felt smug that I had the courage to give her a hug and kiss and catch her off-guard. She was busy juggling all these clients and I made nice by leaving, but made her NOTICED me by giving her a hug.
It's all so twisted.
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