Posted by wishingstar on June 28, 2006, at 13:49:10
In reply to Re: still around... saw old T today » wishingstar, posted by Dinah on June 27, 2006, at 21:23:54
I've been seeing my "regular" T (in my hometown, not where I am not) for about 8-10 months, although I did see her for about 6 months previously and took a break for awhile. I think deep down I know she isnt completely what I need, but I've been ignoring that and staying because it's comfortable and I know she cares... I just cant imagine starting over. I saw the
"new T" that I saw yesterday for about a year in 2001-2002, then moved away and quit. She really helped me through one of the most difficult times I've ever had. Since then, I saw her once or twice over the years to update her and say hello, but this is the first time since 2002 I've gone back for real therapy. But I can tell that she's still wonderful.I guess I do feel sort of ashamed to be seeing this new T. I feel iike I'm somehow betraying the relationship I have with my T at home, even though I know that isnt true. I dont think I'd feel that way if I didnt like the new T better than T at home... but I think I will, and do.
I dont feel like I can live without therapy right now, but I sure hate living WITH it too.
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