Posted by Pfinstegg on May 29, 2006, at 23:48:01
In reply to Re: A very special babbler » Pfinstegg, posted by littleone on May 28, 2006, at 20:48:38
Thank you, each one of you, for your very caring and supportive messages. I don't know what has happened to me, exactly, but I think I have always relied on being a caretaking person (I'm a doctor), and I'm now coming face to face with my own needs to be cared for in a much more intense way than I have ever been aware of. The niche I tried to carve out for myself here isn't the one I ever really needed- it was just the one I knew best how to do. And I am not very good at asking for help, or at describing the neglect, abuse and losses I am trying to deal with from one moment to the next. Forgive me for any blame I may have expressed. The problem lies in me- not anyone else! But I need to stop posting, now, and find other ways to express those needs- and get them, not met,- but truly understood by another person.
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