Posted by happyflower on May 27, 2006, at 8:20:08
Okay, I am just going to vent away. First of all my first 5K race is in ONE WEEK and I am not anywhere where I thought I would be. I haven't ran since Tuesday, and I need to do it today, BUT...
I also need to study for my psch test too, it is a hard one, all biology stuff, I need to study, BUT...
It is also my son's birthday on Monday,so I need to prepare for that, all that holiday shopping, yuck, I hate crowds, I have to do it, BUT....
My kids are driving me nuts lately. They are always argueing and my son is having meltdowns like a toddler but he will be 10. My dauther is jeolous of my son's b-day, so she takes it out on him. I want to help BUT..
Plus this week I have to see my T on Wed. I am really and I mean REALLY nervous this time on seeing him. I just don't know what to say, but yet I have a lot on my mind, and a lot to say, but yet I don't want to say anything. I am really frusterated that I acted like my son torwards my T . I am a little embarrest about how emotional I got with my T . Plus my T will be running the race and I don't know if his wife will running it too, I am to scared to ask, plus I told him I want him to stop telling me personal stuff about himself. LOL But yet I am not sure how I will feel seeing him with his wife, on my first race, being mad at him, being nervous about the race. AAUUUGGHHH!
Then my DH, I just want to smack upsidethe head. When we were in love, I could accept his "habits". But now when he smacks his lips and make noises when he eats, just really annoy me. His stupidness annoys me. He isn't the guy I was married to for the first 11 years, know unlucky number 13 years is coming up. Geeze!
So I have tons to do and I can't get off the computer.
Oh yeah, the cable guy is coming next week, so I need to clean the house (which I have been neglecting) I guess at least after the race I can zone out on TV because I got all the channels! LOL
Oh, yeah my yoga instructer is leaving for India for 2 weeks, and taking her place is this sexy guy, who I would love to seduce and have wild tantric yoga with! LOL I HAVE and NEED to do yoga, it is the only thing keeping sane, but now I have to look at this guy who can do unbelieveble stuff with his body. Talk about flexible! LOL So not having sex in over a year, and seeing this guy, is about all I can take!
SO I AM SOOOOO FRICKIN FRUSTERATED!!!!!!!!!! Thanks for listening to my whoes. I think I will take a nap, oh yeah, I don't have the time. AAAUUUGGGHHHH!
poster:happyflower
thread:649269
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