Posted by Estella on May 14, 2006, at 8:32:14
In reply to Re: by the way... » Estella, posted by henrietta on May 14, 2006, at 8:19:56
i was trying to find a post or two because i think i've talked about this a bit over on the writing board...
one thing i said at one point (that i had forgotten)...
is that it might be about...
provoking others to hate me
because sometimes i think it is fairly inevitable that they will come to anyways
so it is a way of pushing people away
before they push me away
and about expressing hurts...
funnily enough i never used to do this when i was a teenager.
why?
because it would have brought me a week or two in my room...
but here...
well the rage of a week or two being excluded from society...
well...
the rage is coming now...
it is a lot scarey to me :-(
poster:Estella
thread:643770
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