Posted by bent on May 10, 2006, at 14:06:11
I don’t know what my problem is. I feel so sad. Ever since my appt with my T on Monday. Its like I miss her. Like I am dying to have a connection with her. Maybe its because we talked about my mother and all my messed up feeling about her. I tend to compare my T to my mom. Maybe it has to do with mother’s day coming and how my mind wonders if she will spend the day with her kids. I bet her daughter has a close relationship with her mom; my T. This is so stupid. I feel like all my fragile emotional ‘feelers’ are reaching out for her but she cant reach for them. I wish I could call her. Maybe just to leave a message saying I am having hard week and that I’d like to squirm my way out of our appointment on Monday. She doesn’t have to call me back. I dont know what I'd say though. We both know I’ll show up Monday- some days are just harder than others.
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