Posted by Dinah on May 7, 2006, at 20:03:57
In reply to Re: You won't believe this, posted by Racer on May 7, 2006, at 19:55:57
I am really ok with whatever happens. I can see positives and negatives to both. I'm mostly at peace. I'll shed a few tears either way, but ultimately I'll be ok. I actually told my therapist that today. Instead of asking him if everything would be ok, I smiled and told him that no matter how things worked out, everything would be ok. All right, there might have been a tiny question mark at the end.
I feel a bit disloyal to turn my back on my home city in its time of need.
I'm not sure he cried or if he just felt like crying. Not sure if I want to talk details on it, it was a pretty special moment to me. I think it might have been what made it ok for me to move, if that makes sense.
We did agree to try to keep on with phone sessions and I'll try to come here every quarter, ostensibly for work and to visit my mom, but really to see him. I guess they'll catch on when I'm only here for an hour. lol.
poster:Dinah
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