Posted by LegWarmers on February 8, 2006, at 13:12:54
Its not really right now but lately. A year ago I was a different person with a differnet attitude. But now I just keep digging a hole deeper and deeper. Im doing nothing, except when it requires little effort on my part, which results in a big problem.... Im ruining my life. And Im finding Im a really difficult person and Im not feeling very positive about things. Im afraid to say too much to people here and irl because I feel like my anger/sadness radiates outward when Im really frustrated, like today and I don't want it too. Not to mention my complete inability to focus on anything that has more than a few words attached to it. This post is overwhelming! If my life were a movie, oh lets not even go there, but I think I would be the most hated character. And did you know that one single person can cause another person to feel like they are completely insane, yes, they can.
I don't understand why things are so hard at the moment. I saw a post that I wanted to repsond to because I could relate to some of it but I can't even find it now!! I really hate everything right now. I do everything I can to avoid being what I want to be?!!?!? WTF is wrong with me, I AM the poster child for lazy! No contest here! Anyone want my autograph? Sorry for venting but if I dont tell someone, Im worried I'll detonate.
thanks for being here
poster:LegWarmers
thread:607531
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