Posted by B2chica on December 13, 2005, at 13:21:08
i'm sorry about my weird freak out yesterday. i didn't know what else to do but to post on babble. i'm so sorry if my words offended anyone.
i did go to my T appt yesterday, and i did bring my post(s). i was so disgusted with myself i couldn't read them so i gave them to him to read. i think some of the things surprised him cuz he mentioned there were things i hadn't told him yet... i went through so many emotions yesterday i was already tired when i got there. but we started to talk about my 'mother' just barely and he was concerned with what i was saying and what i said in my posts and how i was acting so he wanted to know if i wanted to see him three times this week, and i agreed. between last weekend, the holidays and issues with my 'mother' starting to peek out...i feel i need him. it's ok to need him he said.
i DO know i need you all. and i'm happy to admit that.
thank you for all your support.
drained but bit better.
b2c.
poster:B2chica
thread:588664
URL: http://www.dr-bob.org/babble/psycho/20051210/msgs/588664.html