Posted by LittleGirlLost on December 12, 2005, at 22:20:52
In reply to Lost Little Girl, posted by Shortelise on December 12, 2005, at 12:29:11
ShortE, how sweet of you to think of me. Thank you so very much.
I'm having a hard time lately and don't know how to explain it. I'm having a hard time at work (the move, the bathroom), at school (with procrastination), with therapy; with life. I just feel overwhlemed with everything. Everyone was so helpful with my bathroom problem, but I feel so stupid for not being able to talk to my therapist about it. I feel stupid for not being able to support others as much as I'd like to. I've been around a bit more lately with the move, but normally, hanging around so much tends to trigger all these thoughts and feelings about my therapist that I have a hard time coping with. I come here so as not to isolate so much, but I still have a hard time with it all.
I feel like I'm running around and around in circles and not getting anywhere. I can't focus, I can't concentrate; okay that's nothing new, but I have a research paper and a presentation due on Wednesday, and the final exam... all for the same class! I took today and tomorrow off from work in hopes of getting my school stuff accomplished, but am just having a hard time. My head feels empty. I'm glad that for 2 days I don't have to worry about the bathroom, but what about after that? I'm just tired of everything. Where is my life going? I just want to hide.
I'm sorry... I didn't plan on saying all of this. Thank you for thinking of me (and you too, Muffled).
lgl
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