Posted by Deneb on November 23, 2005, at 20:52:08
In reply to Re: How do I explain meds to p-doc1? » Deneb, posted by fairywings on November 23, 2005, at 20:37:03
> I'd just tell them matter of factly, and not worry about what they might think.
I do worry about what she might think. I wonder if that is a good thing? With p-doc1 I often find myself exaggerating the good things in my life and minimizing the bad things because I want her to be happy for me. I don't want her to think that I've been doing badly. I don't want her to think that maybe she was wrong and I really do need meds.
>Like someone else said, if they're helping, that's the only thing that counts. Maybe think in terms of expl. to pdoc how they help or don't. It's their job to adjust the meds, I don't think they'll judge you for taking them.
I'm afraid she will judge me. I don't really know for sure whether she judges me or not, but I think that she does. What if she thinks that I failed her by going on all those meds? I'm starting to think I have a weird tranference thing going on here... I just don't want to disappoint her.
Deneb
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