Posted by Shortelise on November 23, 2005, at 15:23:30
I guess I haven't been around much, and haven't had much to write when I have been here, but I'm doing pretty well. Today I am migraining, but that has nothing to do with my general emotional state, and the vicodin I just took will surely adjust my emotions in an interesting manner :-).
The change in me seems to be that I am taking things in stride. I can have moments of upheaval, but they are just that: moments.
I still want the safety of having my psychiatrist, and seeing him once every three weeks seems to be ok, though for a few days after I see him, I miss him intensely. I stillwonder if he likes me, I wonder if I will ever be able to be without him, but my sense of myself is pretty secure. I mean, I am myself. No one else, but myself.
My dreams are vivid again afer a period of a couple of months of less vivid dreams. I dream of flying, of long gone friends, of children and longing.
Everything is ok. I wish I weren't so overweight - I could lose 30 pounds and still not be very thin. That weighs on me, so to speak.
Now I'll put a movie on and wait for the meds to kick in. This is an especially nasty migraine, but it will pass within a few hours as they all do.
I care a great deal about many of you.
ShortE
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