Posted by muffled on November 13, 2005, at 23:50:41
In reply to Re: thank you. (oh, and possible *trigger*), posted by ghost on November 13, 2005, at 20:54:41
Ghost, I have a terrible time communicating with my T also. I do take in my writings. She reads them and hums here and there.
I can't read them yet but I'm almost ready too. I told her to push me a bit, cuz that makes me trust her more strangely enough.
I sometimes am in rational mode, and like you, my T will ask feelings, and I haven't any.
More times I'm on 'inside' mode and I'm so anxious I can barely speak or look at her.
Seems so ridiculous, but there you have it!!
Thats the way it is for me.
Do you feel we are judging your writings? Cuz I'm not for sure. I think you are very brave, but let yourself be weak too. I'm not good at weak in front of people.
The older I get, the more I realize we all damaged one way or another. I see alot of hurting faces around, I can see they have pain. So I guess we just goto try and deal with our damagedness the best way we need to for our own individual personalities. Not right or wrong. Just the way it is. Pretty much everybody wants to feel safe, and loved, and reasonably happy and peaceful.Hope all goes well with you Ghost.
Take care, Muffled.
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