Posted by cubic_me on October 24, 2005, at 11:50:40
In reply to Re: Fear of being dead *trigger* » cubic_me, posted by fairywings on October 24, 2005, at 11:16:07
I'm sorry I scared you, I should have though harder about the title being so triggering in itself.
I've just gone on the waiting list to see my old T, they said it should be about 3 weeks.
I was on meds until about 3 months ago (I tapered off with GP's help). I had these same feelings when I was on them, it tends to go in waves. My pdoc at the time said that the next stage for me is lithium, which I'm not really prepared to take unless it is essential due to it's side effects. Also I have been passed around more pdocs than I can count on one hand due to the british NHS system - there was only one who listened to me, and I only saw them once. Part of the reason I came off the meds was so that I didn't have to go there any more. I know there are meds out there that could help me, but I dread going back to a pdoc.
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