Posted by cricket on September 8, 2005, at 13:02:24
In reply to Re: Difficult Times » cricket, posted by alexandra_k on September 7, 2005, at 19:33:13
> well... actually the truth is i would have sat there and taken it - like you did.
>
It's hard, isn't it?I am pretty certain that next week he will ask if I remember the last session. And I will say that I remember that it felt like he was angry
That's a start, right?
I'm not sure what I am afraid of. That's something to figure out.
The safest thing is to be as invisible as possible. Don't provoke under any circumstance. Rely on ability to flee and fit in small spaces.
All of that is so wired into so many parts of me that even the thought of confronting him is almost impossible.
I will try very hard though. I do have a confrontational part. I've never let her come to therapy. Maybe it's time...
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