Posted by fairywings on August 29, 2005, at 11:00:34
In reply to Re: Afraid of what he'll find out about me **trigger** » fairywings, posted by crazy teresa on August 29, 2005, at 10:40:50
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> Is there a way to divulge just a little info at a time to him so you can test the waters and possibly build your trust in him? Baby steps?
>thanks t,
it's weird, i know i can "trust" him, he seems really nice, very accepting, and my p-doc thinks he's good, so i automatically trust him. but i don't want him to "know" about me, and i'm afraid he'll find something bad out and tell my p-doc i'm really messed up! LOL great, i go to a T and am too embarrassed that he'll find out the truth about me, how messed up is that!?
Does anyone else feel that way?!With the last T i didn't get to the point where i felt safe or felt i could trust him. i felt threatened and judged sometimes. but right off the bat, with this T i know he's good because he's friends with my p-doc, he's safe, he's only there to help, but along with that, he can interpret things ... you know like when he said he thinks i feel "worthless and discarded", i got defensive, not mad, just defensive.
i want to do therapy, but i don't want to get into the messy stuff. argh! i have a headache! ; )
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