Posted by muffled on July 24, 2005, at 23:45:47
In reply to I am so angry and sad, posted by happyflower on July 24, 2005, at 9:54:49
> I don't know what is wrong with me but I am so mad and sad about what happened to me. Why now? I have no idea. I don't know if it is doing all the good stuff for my self lately made me realize on how I was not really living before. My parents really messed me up and I guess I am now seeing it more than ever. I guess I feel like I am grieving my childhood.
> I worked out today, hard, but it didn't take away the anger. I have been crying too, and it is not helping.
> I am glad I have a session tommorow with my T. It is going to be one emotional day for me, I hope he can help me through this. He hasn't ever seen me this upset before. What my parents did was so evil and just wrong. I need to get over this if it is possiable. :(There is good in the world and there is evil. There is hurt and there is healing. I wonder how your moms mom was like? Not that it matters, evil is evil. It gives me such hope that aperson can go thru what you did and still be so nice. You have light inside you, how wonderful. In a way I pity the people full of darkness. If I had to choose, I'd choose to have light inside me and be tortured than to be the evil one. Your mother will get whats comming to her one day. I believe that.
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