Posted by muffled on July 19, 2005, at 22:07:04
In reply to I hate my life.. **trigger**, posted by pinkeye on July 19, 2005, at 16:35:30
> I don't like anything about it.. I don't like anything at all..
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> I am feeling so trapped and overwhelmed..
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> I don't want to go back, and I don't want to stay here.. I don't want to be with my husband, and I can't get away from him, and I don't like even my parents.. I don't want to go back to them.. and I don't like myself. And I miss my ex T - wish he would atleast write a one liner to me saying things will become allright, but he won't. And I can't seem to be able to digest it fully.
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> I am feeling so trapped and suffocated. And don't know what to do.Yeah. It can be SO hard sometimes. Seemingly impossible. But a good life is possible. Change is REALLY hard. But it can bring good things.For me, small steps are important. For me it is extreemly hard to ask others for help. But the weird thing is there are lots of people out there who WILL help. REAL help. Some will bail out on you ,but others will stick for the long haul. Keep posting, there seem to be some people on this board with some real good insight. It can be ok.
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