Posted by Dinah on July 17, 2005, at 15:05:11
In reply to I felt really bad Friday night and didn't call., posted by Dinah on July 17, 2005, at 10:34:40
It feels different somehow from other times I felt disconnected. There's no energy in this.
It's more...
Eh. Why bother. I'll tell him what's wrong. He'll say xxxx, I'll answer yyyyy, he'll respond zzzzz. He can't really help. I'll just do the whole conversation in my head and be done with it.
I've wanted to cancel whole sessions because it just didn't seem worth the cost and expense.
There may also be a bit of the fact that his flaws seem ever so much more evident than they have for years. Not horrible flaws. Just dissatisfying ones.
I don't want this. I've fought against it. It's lonely and it s*cks.
poster:Dinah
thread:528965
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